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ThunderStorm Prelude

Its 4:30 in the morning,Iv been up for the pass hours, its raining heavily and thunders clapping truout the eve of the morning. Last night, iv having insomnia again..

1st time i met u, it was a beautiful night out, your 1st date, our 1st date. catched a movie and we went for a night stroll before you have to go home. It was a beautiful night with soft wind blowing and moonlight shining brightly. We were walking down the long winding pavement of riverside, you were stepping on the acrylic mosaic embedded on the pavement, trying not to step out of them, you tripped and nearly fall, I put up my hand spontaneously, reflex tells you to grabbed my hand. Our hand never let go the whole night after that.

9 months later, I was screaming on one end of the phone, while you were crying on the other side, cusses and bad remarks were made, you left me. I was lost.

9 months and 1 day later, I found out that you went out with this friend I once knew, anger and irational took over, I got into a whole lot of trouble for that, I swear I was afraid of nothing at that moment, and i was willing to die for you. I won the fight, but is that what i really wanted?

9 months and 6 day later, I give in all my hope, relying on silly hope and lying to myself, trying to believe that maybe, just maybe, you would come back. We went for our dinner, and we took a short stroll before I have to send you home, we were walking down the long winding pavement of riverside once again, the sky is in dark grey, the wind is blowing strongly, lightning can be seen afar. You were stepping on the acrylic mosaic embedded on the pavement, trying not to step out of them, i took a deep breath and hold out my hand, but u hop further n further down the winding path,not looking back even for a while. I send you home after that.

31 months and 24 days later, I sit here. This is my Thunderstorm prelude.


  1. Blogger crazycat | Tuesday, May 24, 2005 11:49:00 am |  

    em... u ok? sounds bad...
    please take care ok?

    buzz me on MSN if u need to talk..

  2. Anonymous meli | Tuesday, May 24, 2005 4:37:00 pm |  

    nata de coco kenie, why sound so sad. aiyorr... nm la. when u sad sad. come Kimmie and Meli Hospital. we cure! :) hugs!

  3. Blogger Kenny | Tuesday, May 24, 2005 5:39:00 pm |  

    kelly: haha..lifes goes on.....

    Meli: jiat lat ah meli...32 hrs and still counting ...dont know why cant sleep yet ah...2night go ur plc again meh?u ppl not sick of me 1 hia?

  4. Blogger crazycat | Tuesday, May 24, 2005 5:45:00 pm |  

    somethings probably are not meant to be... i am not the best person to be giving advice but juz know that there is a way out.. and things will definitely get better!

  5. Blogger crazycat | Wednesday, May 25, 2005 12:04:00 am |  

    em, hope u are sleeping by now..

  6. Blogger Kenny | Wednesday, May 25, 2005 12:08:00 pm |  

    kelly: thankiew...actually im still not asleep arnd 12:04...got some sleep arnd 2...im ok ..no worry =)

  7. Anonymous kimm | Wednesday, May 25, 2005 1:23:00 pm |  

    rather than we entertain you, you're more entertainment than you know.

    it's like watching cable tv, but we don't pay. =D

    come over any time, your jug of water's always ready for you. hehe.

  8. Blogger Kenny | Wednesday, May 25, 2005 5:26:00 pm |  

    Kim: =)~~~~

  9. Anonymous Anonymous | Wednesday, May 25, 2005 7:25:00 pm |  

    nata de coco! you know our house is ALWayS open! keke. our house = tempat beristirehat, cyber-cafe(comp temp down tho. hehe), hospital (nana), free astro (not all chans available) free water (all u can drink PLAIN WATER). come any time you want:)

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